beasts at home

this morning.my brother ate an extra large bowl of 'Pan Mee' its kinda like... umm.. anchovies soup with handmade noodles.. btw, was nice. i ate too.. but mine is jz the ordinary one..[who knows why my bro is abnormal]
then he drank a whole glass of soyamilk+cincau.
not long after dat,
he ate apam... [the big 1]
then he drank 'leong sui' [smtg lik grass drink.. LOL..]
he came back home after an hour,
he finished a big pack of chicken rice my father bought for tea.
3 minutes later, he took a big bowl,..
and dat monster ate a big amount of cococrunch my mom bought yesterday with milk.
and he got scolding from my mother because he's eating up her money.

before that [you will understand y i type this below the eating session]

due to my intelligence last night, i left 2 MnM's Pretzel on the rat glue [smtg lik dat] on a piece of [idk wad izit] to trap those mice that's making my grandpa's house smells like their ****
lastnight itself, there was 1 small rat on it already.. but for it was 2am, i went to sleep without doing anything.. [HELLO, IT'S 2 AM]

this morning, my mother was soooooo excited that i thought she won a lottery..
but her excitement was for the 4 smell bombs on the glue. =.='
ha-ha.. 4 !
3 mice and a cat-sized rat.. hahahahaha

wow.. happy family.
felt sorry oso.. but we have to do dat.. bcz their population is actually quite large here.. they reproduce lik bacterias..

.'. no one can escape from the MnM's Pretzel

Searching for The True Meaning of Life

its a urm.. hmwk?.. im sure lots of mistake.. but.... ok, i need tutors online as well.. xPPP

ok, i wrote this. so HAK CIPTA TERPELIHARA.. xP

title: Life Lantern and the Wind.

Anxiety is muddling through my soul,
this emptiness will i consolidate with an end,
a painful end.

I was deep asleep,
to rue is now too late,
psychological welfare detonated,
i am giving up already,
after all these hurdles,
each one trying their utmost best to compel me to the edge,
i rather stay asphyxiated in this hypnotizing fume,
this temporary struggle will flag the last page of my life.

A sudden awake,
as if its the birth of the Universe,
Beyond Big Bang,
and i had a dream,
the second chance is given already,
my last warning to appreciate life.

Malaysia's See-Saw

well, i was gardening just a while ago and in the light of cold reasons ,a question in my head finally meets an end.
before the others climb on each other.

my first post this time is dedicated to my country.. and the rest will be for God,family and friends.

I'm wondering why our country is so __________.
I'm not sure what will you all fill in the blank because it is an undefined question.if i answer this question, i'll be flagged as a racist blogger.

ever heard of see-saw?.. ha-ha im sure most of you had fun with one before.
well, what i want to say is i'm disappointed with the citizens nowadays including myself.
we brought down every warrior who put their lives on stake to fight for our country's freedom.
teenagers nowadays are brave, strong and keen with all their decisions.
however, they stand for their rights which are not true.
they fight for love, the sacrifice for love, they DIE for love.

come on, what is LOVE?

ANSWER ME!

NOW!!!!!!!

you dont know ,ha..

[aww , shucks!.. this blogger is insane]

the teenagers nowadays are relying on the present generation, the present adults for a better country.
just as we thought the adults are dying to serve the country,
they are actually vulnerable people getting old, preparing for their late days.
and guess what?

they are relying the future generation to make a better change in this country.they just wanna rest. after so many years of struggle and pain and fear.

and we're now pushing obligations.

think about it.
NATIONAL PRIDE IS ON STAKE already.